Sunday, October 31, 2010

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I fell like I'm posting every 15 minutes or so haha... It's helping me stay on track, so I'll probably stick with it... I've done 100 jumping jacks (might do more) today, and have consumed nothing but water and tea.. I can't wait to weigh in tomorrow... I picked up a last minute shift for tomorrow.. hiphiphoorray... My boss has drastically cut my hours for some reason so I need all the hours I can get.. This last paycheck was exactly $100 less than the one 2 weeks ago... I can't afford that kind of decrease! Anyway..  That's  out of my control; just like everything else in my life... At least I can control my body and what goes into it and how fat I am.. So that's my focus.. As I mentioned in my last post, I am on Day 2 of my "diet". So far so good

Thursday, October 28, 2010

Today is a New Day

So I lost 1lb since yesterday's weigh in.. Not as good as I had hoped, but it was as I expected (I had some vanilla and chocolate soy milk to tone down some hunger pains before bed :(...) ... Today's going to be better because I'll be in Hollywood too distracted to even think about food or negatively focus on whatever hunger pains I might have.. It is day 3 of my fast after all... Plus I'll be with friends so that and the excitement of possibly getting Robert Downey Jr.'s autograph/photo will get me through today... Strictly water, but I've even gotta take it easy on that much because I don't want to have to pee too much today (if I leave my spot on the sidewalk, even for 2 seconds, someone will snatch it up).. Another plus is that if my friends do realize that I'm not eating today I can either say: I had a big breakfast... Breakfast isn't really agreeing with me.. I'm still vegetarian so why would I want a grilled cheese at in-n-out while youre eating double doubles and animal style fries?... I'll eat when I get home; it's cheaper that way.... I'm sure I'll be able to think of more if those aren't enough, but I'm too fat for them to feel like they need to worry.. To them, it's only 1 day

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Mmmmm

Gum is my new best friend.. I was feeling a little hungry.. Starting to think "One grape won't hurt".. Then I decided to try chewing a piece of gum.. No more hungry.. YAY GUM